my special valentine

valentine jz pass...
im alone...
sounds so pity rite? haha!!

but i have a special valentine>
y say dat??
dat day i was having my practical at paedeatric ward and d daycare centre
since there was for paedeatric patient, so their age is from 1 month till 18 yo.
most of them having leukemia & talasemia (pitty...)

they were so small, some only 2 or 3 yo...
n they need to do BMA d... (bone marrow aspiration)
n that prosedur was super damnly paifull...
they were really pity...

mostly 90% or even 100% patient need to set branula to gv treatment.
since they were jz children, mostly chilren vein r smaller than addult.
so, doctor might b having diff in getting the right line.
maybe done it 2 or 3 times then onli can get the right line.
don say chilren, even addult oso feel painful in setting branula.
some children might cry before set branula, cox they know they gonna get pain!
some children very brave... even d doctor try for the 3rd time then onli get d right line, they din cry!!! OMG!!! n what i saw is, family support was very very important!!! for eg, the daddy might hug their child during doctor set in the branula, n ask their child do not look at that!! n d mummy was at their site keep on saying:"boy, u r brave, show it to ur younger sis, later mummy bring u to shopping n buy ur favourite choc." at that time, i really feel so touch, my tears was 'running' in my eyes, but luckily i din cry!! haha

n 1 more example here, a 2yo boy, he was waiting outside d daycare centre for dressing at his central line... since that day was too much patient, he become unpatient, he talk loudly to his maid:" nak dressing! nak dressing!", n all of us inside d daycare heard n we laugh! haha!
n when we communicate v d boy maid, we really find dat he was super cute! there is 1 time he need to be inject, n he cry because feel frighten, n d nurse scold him not to cry, n u know wat he told d nurse?? he says:" kakak jangan marah, nanti cepat tua..." can u imagine dat?? a 2yo boy say dat to a nurse. amazing!!

another example, some patient need to give chemotheraphy due to their illness, n d sight effect was nausea n vomiting... mouth ulcer... mukositis... n bla bla bla. i saw a 2 yo boy was having his milk, suddenly he vomit out what he had taken, but he still keep on driking his milk after vomit, he din cry!!!

so as conclusion, what i have learn is mz oways be thxfull that i have a healthy body, do not get easily give up n be more brave in handling problem. if a small child can manage it well, y not me??

除夕

今天是'三十'，家里的活动还继续进行！
我的灰姑娘任务还得继续。
呼～很累！

今晚是除夕，因为某些特殊原因，今晚没回公公家，反而回外婆家。
超开心的，因为美味佳肴实在是。。。太多了！！！
而我，最爱的，就是。。。吃！
有火涡，烧猪，烧鸭。。。等等！
虽然卡路里很高，但，一年一次，无所谓啦！（其实都只是藉口，哈！〕

希望明天能得到很多红包吧！
（p/s: 最近手头紧嘛，呵呵～〕

我该下线了，明天得早醒呢！
祝大家恭喜发财，发财发大财吧～
大人们，别忘了我的红包哦～

想大家！

－－－> zming! 超久没见了～

刚刚出去见老朋友，真的很久没见到他们了。
呵呵！
趁过年大家回乡，把握机会见见面吧！

zming, sekkean, sukyin, cicok, karen, a-bee, ooi hui & kokyew.
哈哈，虽然不想承认，但他们之间，我真的必须'三思'才会记得他们的全名呢！
不要骂我没良心啦～不是故意的呢！
呵呵！

发现到其中一位朋友减短发了，起初没多想什么。
直到刚刚回来，看看她msn写的personal msg,才发现到原来她于他分手了。
之前就有听她说他们之间有问题出现，但。。。
无论如何，我是想说，朋友，加油吧！
反正单身也没什么不好啊！最起码，自由！

两个人谈恋爱，不单是我爱你，你爱我就行了。
问题始终会在旁作祟，考验着彼此。
经得起考验的话，彼此的感情会更深刻。
相反地，就会分手收场。

分手，很痛！
但若还要装不痛，就会更痛！
分得干脆，一了百了，但为何疤痕还存在？
无奈啊～

朋友，加油吧！这个世界没有说谁没有了谁不行！
一起大声喊：“单身完岁！”

外婆的皱纹

刚刚回去见外婆，发现到她真的又老了。
白发又多了，皱纹也多了一圈。

外婆虽然年纪大了，算一算，也都八十多了。
眼睛，耳朵和行动都有毛病了，记忆力也差了很多，虽然我不常回去，但她还认得我呢！（骄傲的呢！〕呵呵～

明天老妈放假啦，不用猜，我又会被一大早叫醒了。
干嘛呢？当灰姑娘啦～

虽然辛苦，但。。。算了吧！
一年一次～过年嘛～

各位，本姑娘该告辞啦～
晚安啦，宝贝们～

'一个人'过年

咻～一声！转眼就快过年了。
最近都在为准备功夫而忙碌。

很开心今年的新年能够早点回家，参与准备过年的功夫。
虽然没能够帮上什么大忙，但能够和家人一起买年货，却是我最享受的哦～

虽然过年基本上来说是热闹地过，但。。。我是一个人的。
我。。。放手了～

明知道不可能，那之前又为何那么难做决定？

现在放手了，反而心里真的是。。。舒服！
之前纠缠了那么久，现在终于勇敢地做了决定。

不舍得，一定会有，但，我相信时间会冲淡一切！
再见了！祝你幸福～

现在，我超想大大声地喊：“一个人。。。万岁！！”
雅唬！！！

别惹我～

啊！我终于回到家啦～
等了那么就，就等回到家的这一刻。

但，一路上，可艰辛呢！
刚熬完两晚夜班，要顶着快要闭的双眼收行李，挑战啊！

然后就赶去机场！

呼～时间刚刚好！

check in后， 买了汉包，块块吃下后就登极了。

重点来了，在机上，两个大约四十的师奶坐在我隔壁。
说话。。。不比打雷小声！
正在讨论着种种的师奶话题。
多种话题当中，就于说别人是非最多！
讨论某某人怎么没子生，怎么没嫁人？？？
就连别人的皮肤也要高谈括论一番。
哎～拜托，本人现在很累耶！熬了两天夜班，超累！
谢天谢地，当气压高时，他们终于收声了一下！
可能是被气压压倒了吧！
那几秒，我真的睡着了。
够累吧～

哎，记得！以后无论飞机或巴士，只要是交通工具，只要不是私人地方，说话还是小声点好！
不然，应该会被别人骂吧～ 不管明骂或暗骂！
就像我，心里真的骂了千百句粗话！！！
哎～我也不想呀～paise啦～