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一波未停，一波又起。

2008-12-11T05:21:00.000-08:00

从这个学期开课以来，课业真的很繁重。
不同的教授给不同的assignment和不同的presentation。
昨晚了这份，下一份又再来。
真的是‘一波未停，一波又起’。

我好累。

睡眠不足，精神不好。。。
眼睛常常累得张不开。。。
胃口变不好，却还要硬逼自己吞下食物为的是补充体力。
感觉连呼一口气也很吃力。

真的会不知觉感慨：难道这就是final year学生的生活？？？！

没夸张，每次当别人问我：你们上课的时间是怎样？
答案很简单，因为时间都是一样的。
每个星期一到星期五，8am到5pm。
风雨不改~
有时候星期六还有课~
然后大家的眼神都一附不可思议的样子，问：真的吗？？
我：真的啦~！！
再问：这样会不会太pack了？

大家觉得呢？？

我真的很累，好像躺在床上让脑袋休一休息，但。。。
一天=24小时，突然间让缺的好少，好少。。。

弄卷了！

2008-12-11T04:23:00.000-08:00

今天的课还真好，因为下午自由活动，哈哈！
所以就和表姐，大姑，和姑姑去弄头发~

两点到那里，大概五点半才弄好。。。
坐到我屁股都麻痹了。。。

来看看成果吧~！

怎样？还OK吗？

p/s: 虽然和上次的没什么大分别 =(

*09/12/2008*

甜甜的幸福！！

2008-12-08T03:53:00.000-08:00

这几天都住在subang。
虽然病得昏昏的，但一听说快要结婚的表姐今天要去选婚纱时，立刻跳起来，感觉很兴奋呢~！
姑姑和小姑也很兴奋，小姑还特地从shah alam去sunway。
人逢喜事还真的会精神爽呢！
嘻嘻~

每次看到新娘穿着婚纱都会觉得：好漂亮啊！
但原来选婚纱一点都不简单呢！
大家一起挑了挑，选了选，看了看。。。
前前后后都要两三个小时呢~！

不过，表姐穿起婚纱真的变成小公主了呢~！
scott（未来表姐夫）都在一旁笑嘻嘻的，哈哈~！

挑了婚纱，下个星期就要拍照了~！
所以表姐和scott要在这段时间练习‘笑’

除了拍照，表姐还有很多东西要搞，都忙坏了~！
加油吧！

病了。。。

2008-12-05T05:14:00.000-08:00

我病啦~
伤风。。。发烧。。。

啊~！很辛苦呢~

所以，我今天MC啦！！

p/s：最近天气不好，大家保重身子啊！

*05/12/2008*

恭喜啦，加油！加油！

2008-12-05T04:57:00.000-08:00

今天上完课，收到老妈子的来电。
她说：我升值了~！

天啊！这真的是一件太好的消息了。
妈，恭喜你啊~

妈妈真的是一个很认真的人，做起事来真的要求完美。
常常从她朋友那里听到说：你妈妈真的是很能干，不管有什么大project，只要有你妈妈的参与，就不必害怕，因为一定会成功。

现在的她已经46岁了，孩子也都慢慢长大，照理说她应该把自己放轻松点了吧！
可是现在的她却正在做她的further study！

要读书，又要做工，然后又要顾家里。。。
我只能说：
我真的服了她~！

妈，加油吧~！
我以你为荣！！

今天晚上的月亮真得很美，不知道大家又看到了吗？
很像个笑脸呢~！

*01/12/2008*

JOGOYA的诱惑~！

2008-11-06T05:17:00.000-08:00

今天考完第二张paper，就和丽云跑出去了。
本来是想说只想去lowyat买些电脑配件，怎知道就一个心血来潮丽云说想吃jogoya，所以我们就冒冒然跑去starhill吃jogoya日本自助餐。

去到了才发现到原来现在正在做特价，但只有ladies能享受特价哦~

50%的特价，今天真的有口福了！

当然，我们一定吃个够。。。

本人吃salmon最多，那是一定的！

还有把握的第一次献给jogoya了，喝红酒~！
才尝试喝一小口，就被呛到了。。。
喝多几口，真的有火烧心的感觉。
心口热热的。
怪没出息的吧，哈哈！

甜品。（布丁，cheese cake...)

炸tempura ，有够肥！

蒸的也不错！

除了吃，还是吃~！能吃是福嘛！

烤牛肉

田螺，我努力学港剧一样吸田螺，但。。。

各种炸类。卡路里？我不理！

小龙虾，很鲜甜！

女士们有五折呢！

怎样？有没有流口水？？不要偷偷抹嘴巴哦~

哈哈~！赶快吧！

女士们，赶快吧~！

如果没记错的话，这特价好像是到19/12/2008 。

JOGOYA rockzZz~!!

好天气,好舒服~

2008-11-05T08:44:00.000-08:00

今天的天气真好，好喜欢这样的天气。
凉凉的，但却又微微的阳光，真的很舒服。
虽然今天晒得衣服没有100%干，嘻~！

昨天乘小空挡出去和两位师姐出去吃寿司。
erm...好好吃喔！
最喜欢寿司了，尤其是salmon sashimi。
昨天的刺身很新鲜呢~！
现在想到还催涎三尺呢！

呼呼~再此必须谢谢如霜姐姐啦~
thank'x for the treat...

还有惠茹，很久没见她啦！
惠茹，想你啦~

好啦，写到这里本人也开始觉得奄奄一息。
各位正在煎熬的战士们，早点休息吧~
晚安.

(PS: 祝我明天考试顺利吧~!)

一份耕耘,就真的是得到一份收获吗?

2008-11-02T18:45:00.000-08:00

刚刚考完我的第一张paper = paediatric.
天啊~！会不会太难了~

我真得不懂，是我的准备功夫做得不够还是怎样？
我没有在夸张，是真的真的很难。
难得我心情很不好，难得有些朋友变得很沉重，难得有些朋友哭了~

我不懂。

每次只要是H教授叫我们，我们的成绩一定没有比预期好。
上课时就很难明白她的课，考试出题又有得出多难，就出的多难，能出的多复杂，就出的多复杂。

到底现在问题出在我身上，出在我们这班学生身上，还是。。。？

Paediatric的范围本来就很specific.
有那么多种disease.
respiratory disease, acute gastroenteritis, congenital heart disease, failure to thrive, premature infants haemopoitic system... 这些只是一部分。
而每一种disease,都要冲明白，到了解，在到记起来它的definition, types, patophysiology, treatment等等，很重啊~！

偏偏这科又由她来教，真的是连中六合彩都没那么准~

所以说,如果学生考得好不一定是因为教授很会教,反而一定会是学生自己的努力!

啊~!头真的很痛,不想再去想了.
我要为下一张paper奋斗,奋斗了再努力,努力了又再奋斗~!

加油,冲啊~!!

真得很热~

2008-10-28T04:32:00.000-07:00

今天一整天的天气会不会太热了，热得想温习功课都没心情，超讨厌的！
考试又快到了,哎~

其实经过连续的下雨天，天气热已经有几天了，只是没去察觉到因为前几天都在姑姑家 = 吹冷气嘛~哈哈

前几天姑姑带我去metrojaya的warehouse sale.
哦~!那里的折扣真的有够劲~!
所有的名牌货都变成超便宜的,而我当然也不能输,买了两件的kanebo-kate的产品,很开心呢~!
虽然如此,我真的很怨我自己呢,怎么带不够钱呢??
要不然,我真的可以买个够!! 讨厌~

考试真得快到了,现在的我final year了,真不想像以前吊儿郎当,努力啊~冲啊~!!
朋友啊,替我加油好吗??

超赞的~！

2008-10-10T20:47:00.000-07:00

呼呼~终于看完了~！
唐心风暴之家好月圆！超赞的~！
剧里的演员都超会演的~！
尤其‘殷红’，在唐心风暴演好角色演得好，在家好月圆演得赞~！
好角色和恨角色都被她发挥得很好！！

当然剧里的帅哥也演得很好，林峰！！哈哈
不只演得好，还唱得好呢~！
插曲=爱太疚，好听！
林峰和钟家欣还是演一对，剧里的钟家心都以只要演哭戏，十分之九的镜头都是哭戏~！

还有还有，另一帅哥黄宗泽~！！
依然的有型，呼呼！
虽然他的角色我没有很喜欢，但，他真的帅！哈哈

大家，若还没看得赶快去看吧，正在看得赶快赶剧吧~！！
加油~！

cruel world

2008-08-12T04:09:00.000-07:00

i had started my practical of this sem
and my 1st posting was at neuro clinic this morning

since clinic was start at 10am, so we were orientated to the department b4 d clinic start
my fren n i = NuNu was inside a doctor's (Dr. L) room
our main objective was to acess patient'c condition, early symtoms of the disease, investigation that had been done, treatment that had been given and bla bla bla...
fortunately, Dr.L was a good n friendly person, although he was already a lecturer.
he teach us quite lot of things, give us good explaination.
n i even saw how good he is when he treat patients, he treat them by HEART~!
but, something was surprising me happen early in the morning on our 1st patient~!

an chinese old man come in, we can see that he is not in a good wealth status.
he show Dr.L a card, it's her daughther health card, her daughther was down syndrome.
and he took out a red colour paper from his bag.
its a letter...
the hospital sue him due to his unpaid bill...
OMG~! he had been sue!!!
he look so down... helpless... sad...
he told Dr.L how helpless he is...
Dr.L listen to him and give him some emotional support.
Dr.L even write a letter to the welfare to help him.
after that he claim that he dunno wer is the welfare department, Dr.L ask for my fren = NuNu help to bring him there.
when NuNu come back from the department, dr.L did discuss with us about the incidence that face by d old man.
actually the old man only owe for rm300!!!
OMG~! wat happen?! y such cruel things happen? izzit money means everything??
think wisely, the old man not even can pay for rm300, thn now the hospital sue him, so wer shud he go n find money to get a lawyer???
u knoe wat? i really feel like... omg, damn shit!!!

excuse me, wat happen nowdays?? the reality, the society was so cruel...
i hate that~! really!
put urself in others shoe, plz~! be emphaty~!
dont try to destroy others even if dont feel like wanna lend ur hand~!

人肉打字机

2008-06-22T07:37:00.000-07:00

今早七早八早被皇后老妈吵醒，她说要带我去看牙医，也对啦~我的死牙齿痛了几天，虽然懒得起身，但算了吧，还是为我好~

去到那里，人超多，无奈地，牙医却只有一个，没有怎样，嘛等咯~

等到十点多，终于等到我了，检查了，牙医说不是牙齿的问题，而是牙龈作怪，她开了止痛药和antibiotic给我，唉~吃药！任命咯~

然后回去妈妈病房，进去她房间，结果被她捉着，她在做assignment,所以我自然而然被当成‘人肉打字机’，一打就打到晚餐时间，有够累~！重点是我不知得帮我老妈，就连她的那些朋友的也是我打得耶。。。明天，后天，大后天，大大后天还有够我受呢~

哎~没关系啦~反正我在家也没事做，体谅一下吧。老妈和他那些朋友啊，说老实点，因为年纪关系，所以他们打字会很慢，和很吃力。在此，我声明哦，我没有耻笑谁，只是这是我老妈和他那些朋友告诉我的。所以，我明白。。。比起老妈的养育之恩，小儿科啦~

所以现在的我超累，明天还得继续当我的人肉打字机呢！

各位，替我加油吧！告辞~

back home

2008-06-21T06:02:00.000-07:00

yesterday i finally finish my exam, Oftalmology & Otorinolaryngology...
in short form... Eye & ENT...haha
hmph, hopefully can get better results, to achieve my objective... mMm and oso can shut my fussy mentor mouth ma... so dat no more mumbelling...

the funny one is, my class coordinator want us to gotong-royong before gobeck home!
hah! funny~ i wont attend that...

sure, i went out after that... went to mid.
buy so many stuff, due to what had my king, queen n d 2 little prince requested...

besides buy all d stuff, i did shop around...
u knoe wat? i saw my FM crew were outside Gardens...
my FM特工队!!
they giving out so many presents, got mag... voucher... and bla bla bla....

n... i went to Presents 4 Them!
OMG~! there was my world...
u knoe wat??? i saw so many pinky stuff inside there...
and oso my favourite hello kitty!!!

Ya!!! i want all of that...
but... base on my empty pocket wat can i do?...
so... that is my life :-( aiksss

after getting super dissapointed, thn went back hostel pack things...
then went to airport and come back....

so happy can see my king, queen, and 2 little prince being well...
and oso my 2 little wan... blackie n disney, haha!

he's rubbish, i'm foolish

2008-05-28T01:46:00.000-07:00

一年了，处于这种往往超过了友情，却到不了爱情的关系。明知道没有结果，为何还会那么笨，一直努力的扮演着你要的女主角跟着你要的剧本走？我常相信这世界会有奇迹的出现，这次也一样，不管我们的差距有多大，我仍深信着爱恋是绕圈圈，不管你向左走，我向右走，我们还是会回到原点。但事实却是不管我怎么努力，用心，我却走不进你的世界。
我好累！但我好笨，常常说的有多潇洒说要放弃了，不再对他依恋，但原来，他从没在我记忆中消失。
直到了那天，被我发现了他已有了那个她，而且他们在一起已有一年了。。。意思也是说，他骗了我一年。被我发现了以后，当被我质问时，却还想瞒着我！到最后，还要对我说他自己是个坏男人，不像我，说我是个好女孩，是他配不上我，要我去找个比他更好的男人。这种‘分手’的烂招数，我懂！
一年了，他说他爱我，他说他单身。。。我心碎！那晚，我真的崩溃了，那晚是我人生中的第一次，感觉到那么的心碎！无助！一整夜，我哭。。。
我好恨他！
我好痛！原来我只是个没价值的后背，我只是个让他风流快活的后背。在我面前永远没承认自己已心有所属，还对我说了一些好烂的甜言蜜语，想我~爱我~，现在想起来，只觉得好烂！
可笑的是那晚后的第二天，他还真的够烂拖朋友来告诉我说他想我，那时我心里真的有在xXXXxxXXx！！！
以前的我，常常会因为突然想起他而傻笑；可是现在，却为了不让眼泪掉下而苦笑。
身边常常有人在说，我是个不留情的人，不会对感情认真，不会付出真感情，对感情玩玩而已，不认真的人。。。而我这个傻瓜，真的不知道是这次没付出真感情而得到现在这样的结果，还是我以后都不会付出真感情了呢？
我好恨他！他是我见识过最烂的男人了，而我是个傻瓜，仅爱上了个烂男人！！

2008 sports day!!

2008-04-20T19:29:00.000-07:00

laz sat was our nursing college sports day...
since i was oways like to make fool around and playing around...
i joined d cheers group...

since we only have 1 weeks for d preparation...
plus exam was jz around the corner....
this time exam was quite hard, Obstetric and Gynecology...
wow! need to rush to things in few time... challenging!!!

we gether evernite till so late for our cheers group, plus, every1 was so so so tired...
we gether idea, we combined n we practised...
everynite we parctised, parctised and practised...
till so tired...

till laz sat on d sports day, we perform well...
n we even get no.1!!!
(since our slogan was GO! FIGHT! WIN!!!)
haha...
we were so so so damn happy!
i trust every results come from every effort u put on it!

not only dat, our khemah won no.1 too!!!
overall, can say is our group won!!!

hey guys, u all roxXx!!
lets do it again nex year...
Kumpulan Diploma 23 = GO! FIGHT! WIN!!!

他说“我爱你”

2008-03-12T01:26:00.000-07:00

好不容易才把自己放开了，对自己说不再依恋他。

但最近又。。。

那晚，王子说了好多次的‘我爱你’。。。。。
次数多得让我怀疑。。。
并且叫我用心去体会他的爱。

我该怎么办？我只好当作他开玩笑

之后见到面，我当作没一回事，我知道他试着要与我谈那件事。

几天后，他问我：为什么面对他时要假装？
不然呢？

现在的王子，对我很好！
我该怎么办呢？
对他有所期待？还是。。。算了呢？
我不懂

my special valentine

2008-02-21T21:54:00.000-08:00

valentine jz pass...
im alone...
sounds so pity rite? haha!!

but i have a special valentine>
y say dat??
dat day i was having my practical at paedeatric ward and d daycare centre
since there was for paedeatric patient, so their age is from 1 month till 18 yo.
most of them having leukemia & talasemia (pitty...)

they were so small, some only 2 or 3 yo...
n they need to do BMA d... (bone marrow aspiration)
n that prosedur was super damnly paifull...
they were really pity...

mostly 90% or even 100% patient need to set branula to gv treatment.
since they were jz children, mostly chilren vein r smaller than addult.
so, doctor might b having diff in getting the right line.
maybe done it 2 or 3 times then onli can get the right line.
don say chilren, even addult oso feel painful in setting branula.
some children might cry before set branula, cox they know they gonna get pain!
some children very brave... even d doctor try for the 3rd time then onli get d right line, they din cry!!! OMG!!! n what i saw is, family support was very very important!!! for eg, the daddy might hug their child during doctor set in the branula, n ask their child do not look at that!! n d mummy was at their site keep on saying:"boy, u r brave, show it to ur younger sis, later mummy bring u to shopping n buy ur favourite choc." at that time, i really feel so touch, my tears was 'running' in my eyes, but luckily i din cry!! haha

n 1 more example here, a 2yo boy, he was waiting outside d daycare centre for dressing at his central line... since that day was too much patient, he become unpatient, he talk loudly to his maid:" nak dressing! nak dressing!", n all of us inside d daycare heard n we laugh! haha!
n when we communicate v d boy maid, we really find dat he was super cute! there is 1 time he need to be inject, n he cry because feel frighten, n d nurse scold him not to cry, n u know wat he told d nurse?? he says:" kakak jangan marah, nanti cepat tua..." can u imagine dat?? a 2yo boy say dat to a nurse. amazing!!

another example, some patient need to give chemotheraphy due to their illness, n d sight effect was nausea n vomiting... mouth ulcer... mukositis... n bla bla bla. i saw a 2 yo boy was having his milk, suddenly he vomit out what he had taken, but he still keep on driking his milk after vomit, he din cry!!!

so as conclusion, what i have learn is mz oways be thxfull that i have a healthy body, do not get easily give up n be more brave in handling problem. if a small child can manage it well, y not me??

除夕

2008-02-06T07:46:00.000-08:00

今天是'三十'，家里的活动还继续进行！
我的灰姑娘任务还得继续。
呼～很累！

今晚是除夕，因为某些特殊原因，今晚没回公公家，反而回外婆家。
超开心的，因为美味佳肴实在是。。。太多了！！！
而我，最爱的，就是。。。吃！
有火涡，烧猪，烧鸭。。。等等！
虽然卡路里很高，但，一年一次，无所谓啦！（其实都只是藉口，哈！〕

希望明天能得到很多红包吧！
（p/s: 最近手头紧嘛，呵呵～〕

我该下线了，明天得早醒呢！
祝大家恭喜发财，发财发大财吧～
大人们，别忘了我的红包哦～

想大家！

2008-02-05T08:49:00.000-08:00

－－－> zming! 超久没见了～

刚刚出去见老朋友，真的很久没见到他们了。
呵呵！
趁过年大家回乡，把握机会见见面吧！

zming, sekkean, sukyin, cicok, karen, a-bee, ooi hui & kokyew.
哈哈，虽然不想承认，但他们之间，我真的必须'三思'才会记得他们的全名呢！
不要骂我没良心啦～不是故意的呢！
呵呵！

发现到其中一位朋友减短发了，起初没多想什么。
直到刚刚回来，看看她msn写的personal msg,才发现到原来她于他分手了。
之前就有听她说他们之间有问题出现，但。。。
无论如何，我是想说，朋友，加油吧！
反正单身也没什么不好啊！最起码，自由！

两个人谈恋爱，不单是我爱你，你爱我就行了。
问题始终会在旁作祟，考验着彼此。
经得起考验的话，彼此的感情会更深刻。
相反地，就会分手收场。

分手，很痛！
但若还要装不痛，就会更痛！
分得干脆，一了百了，但为何疤痕还存在？
无奈啊～

朋友，加油吧！这个世界没有说谁没有了谁不行！
一起大声喊：“单身完岁！”

外婆的皱纹

2008-02-04T08:26:00.000-08:00

刚刚回去见外婆，发现到她真的又老了。
白发又多了，皱纹也多了一圈。

外婆虽然年纪大了，算一算，也都八十多了。
眼睛，耳朵和行动都有毛病了，记忆力也差了很多，虽然我不常回去，但她还认得我呢！（骄傲的呢！〕呵呵～

明天老妈放假啦，不用猜，我又会被一大早叫醒了。
干嘛呢？当灰姑娘啦～

虽然辛苦，但。。。算了吧！
一年一次～过年嘛～

各位，本姑娘该告辞啦～
晚安啦，宝贝们～

'一个人'过年

2008-02-03T07:30:00.000-08:00

咻～一声！转眼就快过年了。
最近都在为准备功夫而忙碌。

很开心今年的新年能够早点回家，参与准备过年的功夫。
虽然没能够帮上什么大忙，但能够和家人一起买年货，却是我最享受的哦～

虽然过年基本上来说是热闹地过，但。。。我是一个人的。
我。。。放手了～

明知道不可能，那之前又为何那么难做决定？

现在放手了，反而心里真的是。。。舒服！
之前纠缠了那么久，现在终于勇敢地做了决定。

不舍得，一定会有，但，我相信时间会冲淡一切！
再见了！祝你幸福～

现在，我超想大大声地喊：“一个人。。。万岁！！”
雅唬！！！

别惹我～

2008-02-01T02:10:00.000-08:00

啊！我终于回到家啦～
等了那么就，就等回到家的这一刻。

但，一路上，可艰辛呢！
刚熬完两晚夜班，要顶着快要闭的双眼收行李，挑战啊！

然后就赶去机场！

呼～时间刚刚好！

check in后，买了汉包，块块吃下后就登极了。

重点来了，在机上，两个大约四十的师奶坐在我隔壁。
说话。。。不比打雷小声！
正在讨论着种种的师奶话题。
多种话题当中，就于说别人是非最多！
讨论某某人怎么没子生，怎么没嫁人？？？
就连别人的皮肤也要高谈括论一番。
哎～拜托，本人现在很累耶！熬了两天夜班，超累！
谢天谢地，当气压高时，他们终于收声了一下！
可能是被气压压倒了吧！
那几秒，我真的睡着了。
够累吧～

哎，记得！以后无论飞机或巴士，只要是交通工具，只要不是私人地方，说话还是小声点好！
不然，应该会被别人骂吧～不管明骂或暗骂！
就像我，心里真的骂了千百句粗话！！！
哎～我也不想呀～paise啦～

2008-01-18T05:41:00.000-08:00

this few day, damn tired!
really!
coz now r clinical posting, diff from b4 lecture hour can sit in d lecture hall so good.
the more thing we learn, the more thing we gonna apply during clinical area, the more tires we are!
plussss presentation, conference bla bla bla, all those thing, really made me headache.

cny r jz around d corner, say truely, i not really can feel d cny feeling.
wat i feel is onli tired! aikzZz~

sometime i really feel that i can manage thing well if i plan for it.
but something, sometimes, i couldn't.
i try so hard to delete it from my memory, i thought i can do it, but i fail...

the more i try my best to forget him, the more i suffer of missing him.

i knoe i need to forget everything, but things not as simple as wat i plan.

aickzZz, so now, i ll onli study + study + study.
so dat no extra time for me to miss him.
wish myself good luck~

6月30日的我

2008-01-03T21:12:00.000-08:00

要让一个在6月30日出生的人去做他们没有兴趣的事情，那可是比登天还难。这一天出生的人通常有两种典型--内省型和外放型，而且这两种人都有各自想要追寻的梦想。他们的个人世界通常只对少数人开放，其中内省型的人更是属于居家型的，喜欢把家里整理得美轮美奂。他们的生活形态也半是家庭的延伸，安全、稳固且易于掌握。至于外放型的人虽然平常看起来温文尔雅，但是一旦遇上特殊状况，可能就会显露出真面目了，所以一定要小心控制自己的脾气。
这一天出生的人特别具有技术方面的天分，甚至可以说是技巧精湛。他们通常是个可怕的对手，在防卫上很少失手，但是这种能力却不包括心智和体能方面。特别是外放型的人一定要克制自己侵略的倾向。另外，这一天出生的人多半无法畅快地表达自己的情绪，因为他们害怕因此会伤害到自己或其他人。
一旦外放型的人表现出侵略性，他们会变得极端具有竞争性，甚至可能有暴力倾向。这类型的人通常相当吸引人，但是也可能是危险的魔鬼。矛盾的是，当他们和喜欢的人在一起或公开讨论事情时，却又会表现出被动、甚至温驯的模样。
这一天出生的两种典型，在人前的表现多半不是真实的模样，他们会视情况--谁在现场以及自己的心还必须而定，而且这种现象男性多半比女性更为明显。这一天出生的人有时候连他们也不了解自己，所以如果懂得自我反省，他们将会受惠无穷。
6月30日出生的人特别擅长理财，不管是自己的金钱或是别人的。他们灵活的财务概念通常会吸引别人前来求援，正因为这天出生的人非常精于金钱方面的打理，所以总是懂得利用小钱来赚大钱。
他们的干劲多半运用在嗜好或是不寻学的追求上，而且这些事情肯定会比自己的职业更吸引他们的注意力，所以这天出生的人通常会把无穷的精力投注在追求自己的兴趣。如果这些兴趣符合大环境或是他人的期望，他们多半也会对别人贡献出自己的心力。
这一天出生的人应该尝试去参加一些能够学习互相信任、施与受以及社会交流之类的活动，因为这一天出生的人只让少数人进入他们的内心世界，所以对于这些被“选上”的人而言，这可以说是他们对这些人最高的赞美了。
幸运数字和守护星
6月30日出生的人受数字3（3+0=3）与木星的影响。具有数字3特质的人喜欢拥有自己的独立空间，如果他们懂得如何释放自己的能量，木星则会使这一天出生的人具有积极乐观和开放的社交能力。由于受到巨蟹座的主宰行星--月亮的影响，他们拥有坚强的性格与道德勇气。
健康
6月30日出生的人，要特别留意因为一大堆小小的抱怨而导致的疑心病。他们多半容易患有消化系统、肺部和心理方面的疾病。这一天出生的人如果有饮食方面的问题，最好不要在沮丧的时候进食，最理想的方式是避免或控制自己对食物过分的渴望或偏爱。部分在这一天出生的人只吃他所深爱或是信任的人所烹煮的食物，他们实在应该学习自己下厨。适度的运动，如走路或是游泳，很适合这一天出生的人。
建议
学习多爱自己一点。想一想你能替别人做些什么。尽可能将侵略性转化为创造性的追求。找出恐惧的根源，并加以处理，别让自己退缩在狭小的世界里。
名人
莲娜荷恩(Lena Horne)美国歌手和电影女演员，曾在40年代的黑人音乐剧中演出，也有多部电影作品。
台湾演员林凤娇，70年代文艺片红星，代表作《小城故事》。
台湾创作歌手潘美辰，以男性化打扮独树一格，代表作《我想有个家》。
美国电影女演员苏姗海华(Susan Hayward)，代表作有《雪山盟》、《伤心泪尽话当年》。
印度化学家和印度科学院主任拉欧(Chin Tamani N.G.Rao)，并著有《氧化物化学的超导体》。
美国拳王泰森(Mike Tyson)，有“铁人麦克”之称，是历史上最年轻的重量级拳击冠军，后来因为强暴罪被判刑人狱6年。
塔罗牌
大秘仪塔罗牌的第3张是“皇后”，象征有创造力的聪明才智。她是达到极致的完美女性、是孕育大地的母亲，也是我们梦想与渴望的化身。当牌面正立时，这张牌代表魅力、优雅与毫不保留的爱；当牌面倒立时则有自负、矫情及无法容忍缺陷的意思。
静思语
人必须先学会站立，然后才知道如何坐下。
优点
技巧纯熟、理财专家、干劲十足。
缺点
情绪化、压抑、悲观。

first day

2008-01-02T02:44:00.000-08:00

happy 2008!
2day is d very first day of 2008!
n my activity for 2day is... SLEEP!! haha
as i jz went back this morning, after play for 1 whole nite, damn tired!
really tired than work nite syif~

yesterday really have fun n damn crowded!
n i was oways wonder y d ppl so like to play d spray snow??
i hate dat smell... aikzzz!
d environment is oredi not enuf oksigen, then still create so much carbon monoside for wat?!!
everytime went for this kind of celebration sure got unhappy thing happen!
as 1 of my fren lost her fon... damn lar! she jz bought that fon n that was a good function fon!
n some my other fren were 'treated' other's eat toufu!!
aikzZz~ cant d guys jz control themselve?? as all of us were not really wear sexy cloth! jz t-shirt n jeans wat... (dissapointed!)
so... safety really important!

ok, letz tok bout my new year wish!
(1) become slim! no more tummy, no more chubby face! sleeveless, hot pant's n mini skirt oways!! yuhuu!!
(2) love road = up! up! up!
(3) more $$ to be spend!!
(4) at least 6 hours sleeping everyday!!
n bla bla bla...

haha! stop talking nonsense!
seriously...
(1) my whole family members (include me) healthy all d time
(2) spend more time with family members
(3) more improvement in my study
this was d most important thing for me!
NOTHING IMPORTANT THAN FAMILY!!

at last, happy new year... happy 2008!

new year eve!

2007-12-30T20:43:00.000-08:00

2day is d laz day for 2007...
looking back the whole year...
wat being done by me...

1st of all... wat i really feel bad was, the time i spend v my family was lesser n lesser...
this was wat i really regreted of.
for me, nth important than family members!
at least, i have a perfect family...
which stands by daddy, mummy, my 2 youger bro n me.
altough we were still fight sometimes, but that was really fun & sweet.

n towards my study...
i think i still need to make improvement...
as my tutor was oways aspect me to do very very well...
altough ppl oways says that :'' dont study for others, jz study for ur ownself."
but, say truely, i very very afraid of my tutors, as she was... aikzZz!
n summore my parents, altough they nvr comment bout my studies, but i need to prove it to them! n oso my younger bro's, good example need to be shown!

for me now, the above 2 things was the most important to me right now! really!!

n between my relationship between frenz, sure have d gd site n opposite site.
this middle year, due to 1 performance we need to perfome, i realize that 1 of my 'best' frenz was doin sth bad behind me... SHE HURT ME!
i was so sad due to wat happen. b4 this, i really treat her as my 'best' fren n she was 1 of my closer fren, i really hate wat she had done to me...
after that, still pretending she was innocent! come to me n cry infront of me...
but so sorry to say that, i only trust ppl once!
don say bout her anymore, she was disgusting!
n my relationship v my others fren, i think that ... not bad! haha
i get to knoe more frenz than b4...
n even v my exclassmate, i did meet some os them, i really miss them so much, n the time we spend together at high school...
for gal... they become more pretty... 'nv3 ren2 wei4' coming out man!
for guy's... more handsome... haha!

so 2nite, sure having fun lor...
new year eve wat... if stay at room than i'll feel very sorry to my self!
at last, happy new year!

explaination letter again~

2007-12-08T04:43:00.000-08:00

i really tot that the issue between me, my friends n our tutor was over.
but... so sad~
we really feel so bad due to what happen to us.
we really tension... we still have exam to go on...
but, we were still treated like dat!
continues explaination letter had been written n written...
so many times d... still cant satisfied her.
ooh shit lar~
in the letter we need to say that all was our fault...
although till now i still think that i was innocent.
everytime i wrote the letter, i feel like... SHIT!!!

so... i really hope that she can change 'a bit' her personality...
jz change a bit ten shud be ok...

pla, change it k?
for ur own good, n oso others!

innocent!

2007-12-03T21:09:00.000-08:00

i was very frustated v what had happen this few day.
i really feel so bad!

now i jz realize n understand why other's people cant forgive her..
she jz doin things that so xXxx...
in that case, my fren n i who were involve were innocent!
but, since she was our tutor, since her status was higher than us...
she jz keep on blaming us...
since we really do nth wrong!

we were innocent!
that case is from we were not doing fault, till she put all d fault on us!
she jz keep on scolding us n punish us without give us any explain chance.

we really feel that was unfair to us...

ooh plz... i really hope to get other tutor...
altough her knowledge was powerfull...
but... her personality was...
aikzZz!!

onli the thing is... i really feel glad that other tutor was helping us in this inciddent.
n even our classmate... i really thx them, cox they stand by our side!

plz appreciate b4 u lose it

2007-11-28T01:35:00.001-08:00

human beings oways do sth stupid.
i wonder this was a nature or jz a bad habit?
human oways doesn't realize the important of sth or some1 when they were beside them, they ll onli appreciate it when that wasn't their's anymore.

he was that kind of human being too.
before this he was the one who oways create distance between us.
but wat was happening now?? he confuse me...

i really think so long to made d decision to forget him, i was made d decision by so hard.
i told myself i gonna forget him, stay away from him...
that's y i nvr approach him anymore recently...

but mayb he realize that, then after that onli he trying to approach me...
talk to me...

i really hate that, y was he do that to me...
he try his best to create distance when i treat him good, but now when i was decide to forget him, he onli treat me good.
wat should i do?? i feel so bad due to what he done to me...
my frens told me that i was still care abt him since i have d bad feeling... but, do i??

love is beautiful but troublesome...
can i jz have a simple love??

back from holiday!~

2007-11-21T01:23:00.000-08:00

so now im at UM d...
started my new sem!
ooh damn, this sem thing damn hard...
even obstretrik n oftalmology oso headache d~
summore so many subject to go over... aikzZZz~

1 week pluss de holiday, had made me little bit forget the condition of staying at hospital...
1 week pluss din wear uniform, i almost forget d feeling of ppl will come n ask u direction, haha
dat's true! when i'm in uniform, people ll oways come to you n ask u direction, since d hospital was too big, aikzzz...

yesterday went to SS2, i saw my relatives from kelantan.
that remind me that now was oredi school holiday...
haha, say truely, i nvr alert v school holiday since i finish my form 5. haha!
cox... that was none of my business~ haha!
important thing was my exam date n holiday date, haha!

我

2007-11-11T07:24:00.000-08:00

刚刚在msn与朋友聊天，她问我。。。王子究竟是何人？
我'沉默不语'，这叫我怎么解释呢？
反正解释与不解释没差，都是没有结局的啊～
朋友怪我常把自己封闭起来，从不把自己的事与朋友们分享。

也许这就是我的'作风'吧！
在朋友面前总是嘻嘻哈哈，笑口常开！
但很抱歉的说一句，了解我的人真的少之又少，用一用手指数，一边手也许都数不完吧！
若你是我的朋友，请问你懂我吗？？（凭良心回答吧！〕

我不喜欢表现出我脆弱的那一面，也许天生就是这样的吧！
总是很怕让人觉得我是弱的！
听起来很可笑吧，明明就只是个女生，有必要那么'g ing'吗？

我应该是个蛮典型的巨蟹座吧，感性？？
累？疼？痛？受伤？我都从来不哭。。
就唯独真的被伤的心里不平衡，眼泪就会在我眼里绕着轨道跑，开始不受控制！

所以朋友啊，对不起啊，我并不时不当你们好姐妹，只是这是个性的问题！
希望你们不要介意啊。

刚刚也有跟一位新朋友聊msn,有提到我进nursing这一行。
其实我还是觉得很可笑，以前都大大声说我绝不进这一行，现在？？已经第二年啦，快毕业啦！
想当初刚进这行的时候，觉得'好难啊！'
不易流泪的我也因为忍不住哭啦！
不过现在比较得心应手啦！
我很怕后悔，因此我不会说我后悔进这一行，所以我很努力，我相信我可以是成功的。
只要努力，就没有不可能的任务，人类是有能力将不可能的都转换成有可能的'事实'！
很简单的例子，升太空！

请为我加油，好吗？

SAY NO TO EXAM, TAK NAK!!!

2007-11-09T09:09:00.000-08:00

so... i really don like exam.
i was oways wondering y d word 'exam' will appear in our life n even dictionary.
i don like exam, SAY NO TO EXAM! TAK NAK!

i was feeling not well everytime exam, this time quite serious.
i vomit for few days, i dunno wat happen to me, actually.
i jz feel like loss of appetite,
whatever i ate, i ll vomit it out again...
n feel so bad, no energy at all...

n so pity, staying alone...
mz take care of myown...
no appetite, wanna eat porridge, but... where to get it???
hungry for so many days, mind also not alert...
onli after few day onli remember McD got porridge ler...
n then quickly call McD as fast as possible...
ooh shit, i already no energy, thn d operator like cant understand wat i say...
i repeat so many times... i say:"UH! university hospital!"
thn still ask me, UKM??? UITM???
ooh shit lar, she really made me so mad that time....
but, 4get it lah, what to do??? i really need porridge...
haih...

i really hope that my sickness wont affect my result... this time is final exam ler...
no more play play~!

so, SAY NO TO EXAM, TAK NAK!

恋人未满

2007-10-14T06:29:00.000-07:00

我常常认为人必需为自己设下的目标而奋斗和努力。
因此老实的说一句，我会为我的目标而努力但我绝不会为自己设下不可能完成的任务（目标），因为我不想后悔。
我讨厌后悔！

爱情，多么漂亮的两个字。
大概也只会在童话故事里或电影里浮现吧！
在爱情的世界里，没有所谓的对或错，也不管你多么努力，不是你的，始终不是你的。

我与王子之间，真的不懂如何形容。
友情之上，爱情之下。
简单说一句：“恋人未满”

因为一场病，让我们困在这爱的陷井里。

这真的是场美丽的错误！

如果时间能够倒回，我会祈求上天不要让这些'美丽'只是个曾经。

总是不明白为什么，只有他能打开我的心房。
能让我坦白地，舒服地，说出心里的感受～
也许他拥有的是耐心吧，他会细心地聆听我所说的话。
从我嘴里说出的每个字，有时我都会一时忘了，但他却能记得，再次用我说过一样的字眼说出来。
虽然不想承认，有时我伤心时，身边的朋友未必察觉得到，但是他能。
他会趁小空挡时与我聊天，那也是唯一我能够诉说心事的时候。
我伤心时，他会很反常的，尽全力逗我笑，当他察觉我真的不行时，他会坐下来与我聊天。
我的每一个心情，都被他看穿。

慢慢的，感觉怪怪了～
但是我们俩都明白我们之间有着超大的距离，我们不会像童话故事里的王子与公主以完美结局收场，我真的很讨厌这'距离'！！！

身边的朋友都说，我们是对百分百情人～

因此，我们是'一对'的了！

当他对别人说我们俩是情侣是，不知道为什么莫名的开心浮现在我心中～
但，也许因为那'距离'，他有时候会故意与我保持距离，这让我好心痛！
说实在的，我想我是真的很喜欢他吧！
每封他寄来的简讯，我都留着，时不时打开来看看，已成了我的精神寄托。
他对我做的每个承诺，每句话，我都记在脑里，埋在心里，握在手里！
我真的希望他不要再刻意制造我们之间的距离了，不要再故意让我伤心了，好吗？
王子啊，其实你不必这么做，我都知道我们之间距离的存在。
我不敢奢望什么，真的！完美结局？？我想都没想过。
只希望我们能维持这样的关系就好了
不要再刻意伤我的心了，好吗？

祝福你！

create distance?? between us...

2007-10-08T22:32:00.000-07:00

y r u oways like dat?
give my hope n after that break my heart.
wat u have promise me, i oways keep it in my mind... i remember it...
but, did u remember that??!
or u r juz kidding....

*im confuse*

i understand the distance appearance between us
but, is it necessary for u to show me that u knoe d difference between us?
u was trying to hurt me
bingo! u have done!!
i really hurt.

i really feel so bad when u dissapoint me...
i don wan to be like that...
i wan back d time that we have happily 2gether bofore...
although im sick...!

i misz u crazily, really...

dear prince, can we back to the past tense??
can we jz let our relationship go on like normal??
i didn't ask for more... jz friends... maybe~ (*aikszZz*)
can u don create more distance between us??
that's lots enuf difference between us!
can u don break my heart anymore...
u no need to break my heart jz to show me d distance between us...
i realize that, but...
i can't stop my own self from falling in love with u...

till now, i was still trying my best not to in love with u...
hope that i ll sucess... plz pray for me...
(although i know... its difficult)

dear prince... i misz u...
crazily!!

confuse

2007-10-01T05:47:00.000-07:00

im confuse...
i dunno wat happen...?
is that called l.o.v.e.?
i so hope that it's not, i was trying so hardly to deny it.
as there were such huge different between us.
but... aikzZz~

y was he treat me like dat?
sometime good to me, sometime make me feel so uncomfortable.

i was so hoping that he ll treat me good all the time.

i know dat that was absolutely no hope, no future between us...
but, wat was i hoping for??!
wat was i waiting for???

that feeling was so bad!!
my frenz did told me that i had falling in love v him...
but... as d different was oways appear between us...
i try so hard so hard to deny bout that FACT!!!
ooh God! plz tell me... im not in love v him...

but... y?? i ll happy when he treat me good...
n i ll so down when he was so cool to me??

im confuse

national day eve>> MERDEKA!!!

2007-09-10T09:43:00.001-07:00

larian kardio...

2007-09-01T23:32:00.000-07:00

2day i really really break my own record.
2day was the larian kardio, which need to run for 5.5km!!
n my college did MENGWAJIBKAN we go for that!
ooh shit... the run was start at 7am, n the bus ll reach at 4am to fetch us there!
ooh my god! its 4am!!!
n means... wat the time i need to wake up?? guess lah... so sad to tok bout that.
when we reach there, there was no food for us...
oh mummy... i was so hungry...
n i did run 5.5km v my empty stomach!!!
great???!

during d run, i really feel that i ll hypo...
as there was nth in my stomach!!!
i run n run n run... (actually is walk only lar~)
my fren leave me... they r so fast!!!
n come another fren frm behind... she ran v me for awhile...
n she left me...
the same situation repeat n repeat...
haha!

but... finally... i was so proud to say that:" i complete the run!! 5.5km~ not bad rite??"
haha!!
gimme a clap bah!! haha!

when we came back to hostel... i was so tired n fall asleep... till now!!!
haha!!!

so tired!
*larian kardio punya pasal~~ haih!*

~missing~

2007-08-28T22:20:00.000-07:00

aAaAaaa!!! my pencil case lost!!!

lost at library...
so wierd, i jz left for awhile, went for lunch, when i come back, lost d!!!

shit lar!!!

i did told the librarian...
his attitude like don wanna help me at all, i hate that attitude!!
(*altough i know that wasn't his responsibility*)

angry!!

angry for many point:
1st = my pencil case was given by my fren
2nd = that was Barbie brand, n so cute summore!
3nd = my crystal was inside the pencil case!
4th = all my stationary cost quite expensive ler...
5th = i'm goin to exam tomorrow!!!

Ooh my God!!!

this few weeks really so unlucky.

i told my mom bout that, n she seems more angry than me...
n she was so funny, she say:" hope that the ppl ll use my stationary on his/her exam, n FAIL his/her exam!!"
haha, my mom really angry than me.

*take things without permission means STEAL*
think before act!

the great of a mother hand

2007-08-27T21:46:00.000-07:00

im having my exam soon...
Gastrointestinal & cardiovascular...
wat a HEAVY subject...
God bless me that i ll get good result.

yesterday tutor did show us a poem.
it's a story between a mother n the daughter...

the daughther was accompany her mom shopping...
they shop many boutique, shop by shop.
n her mom did try many clothes in every different shop.
after a quite long time... she started feel bored + tired.
n when they enter one of the boutique, due to her impatient...
she went in to her mom fitting room... *to help her??*
she saw her mom was trying so hard to wear the clothes...
her mom hand was sth like having pain n this make her mom action slow down...
when d daugther look clearly at her mom hand,
she realize that the both hand was full of wrinkle...
suddenly she feel that her mom was already old...

she hug her mom!
n she said her thankfull to her mom...

i'm touched of the story...
n suddenly feel so miss my mom...
i asked my self?? did any mummy photo in my fon???
NO!!! all was my photo v my fren!
i cry... i miss my mom...

a-Pek! don shy lar~

2007-08-24T00:02:00.000-07:00

posting in geriatrik ward... really very tired!!!
tired till i found no words to describe...
imagine... like usual, so many thing to do, such as, gluco test... 'shoot' insulin... input & output chart... taking bloob pressure, respiration rate, pulse rate, temperature... dressing... cathetherisation... n bla bla bla...
n d worse thing in geriatrik ward was... pampers round!!

u knoe wat... geriatrik ward means ward orang tua... means dat~ most of them r inability... means dat... most of them need help for their activity daily living!!
such as sponging... turning... to toilet... feeding... n bla bla bla...
d worse worse thing was... some of them didn't give co-orperation to us!!

tell u sth... there was a uncle in d ward... chinese a-Pek. when my working syif almost finish... i need to check his pampers whether need to change onot... so i try to open his pampers, n he refuse! he start to push away my hand! (who say a-Pek is weak, he damn POWERFULL!!) anyway, i still trying to open his pampers... u knoe wat??? when my fren was holding his hand n i was opening his pampers, he scold me in chinese... "PEREMPUAN MIANG"!!! ooh my god... tis is my 1st time to b scold by my patient, n summore sound so bad!! haha... after i success open his pampers, he was trying to hold his XXX, so dat i wont saw his XXX... haha, in this situation, i dunno i should feel angry cox he din give co-operation or feel funny??? after few minutes, i need to give tranfuse drip for him, when i go near him... he was looking at me with his angry eyes! like wanna kill me... *hmph, i think he mz b very hate me, cox i saw his XXX*

haha, actually uncle... u no need to feel shy lar... cox due to my job... i really feel very usual on seeing all those thin oredi... it's quite normal 4 me, k??? no need feel shy~

working in d ward was really really very tired... but sometimes when funny situation appear, that did make us laugh n feel less stress~~

funny story frm TopShop!

2007-08-22T03:03:00.000-07:00

laz saturday, my best fren came to my college visit me...
so happy...
she brought me a bottle of soya bean, yummy~!
n i did bring her hav a visit around my college...
including hospital area like emergency unit... ward... HDU... farmasi..., i did gv her a roughly briefing, hope that she understand n wont feel bored.
n... i oso did bring her to my hostel... including my room n my others fren room, as our room was different...
summore... UM area... our computer lab, library, n bla bla bla...
after that, we went shopping at midvalley.
we went to Top Shop, funny thing happen there! ahha!
i had choose a sleeveless... i did like it so much!
n when i went to the counter, i saw a woman...
her handbag was LV one... n her purse on her hand was Gucci one, n another branded sunglasses on her head, her wholelook was... WOW!!! she's so RICH!!!
n her son was beside her, about 7-8yo, i guess!
n that time, she was finding thing in her handbag... anxiously.
n she seems like finding sth in her bag but wouldnt found it, n she started to scold at the cashier.
"where is my creditcard??, i did put it wif the tee on the cashier table!"
she increased her voice volume.
"where?? where?? where u put my credit card."
n the cashier was getting anxious + finding her credit card.
n d supervisor came, he also try to find the credit card...
when evryone was so busy + anxious, suddenly i heard d woman sound :"ooo~" so slowly + 'sofltly'??? haha
SHE FOUND HER CREDIT CARD INSIDE HER PURSE!
n the supervisor look at me, with a quite 'weird' smile... haha!
n i smile back to him too...
Ooh my God! how come can this thing happen?
after pay the bills, i went out frm Top Shop v my fren...
we laugh:"hahahaha!!!"
haha, how come can d woman scold the cashier without any prove... n the cashier was so pity...

*this story teach us that = dont judge anyone without prove!!*

learn from the lesson bah!!

a damn nightmare for me!!!

2007-08-14T01:25:00.000-07:00

laz tuesday, 1 extremely bad incident had happen to me...
that was really a nightmare to me...
that incident was really... yuckzzz!!!
i'm not sure actually wat was happening around, i really blurr...
i feel like... i was innocent!!!
y that kind of bad thing gonna happen on me???
i feel so... helpless...
no one can help me... n summore i don wanna disturb others.
i really have a damn bad nightmare for that incident...
i even can awake from my sleep, i was sweating wheni was awake from the nightmare...
i feel so scared... who can understand wat i feel??? NO ONE!!!
haih...

but when thing happen, i was so so so glad that many ppl r support me...
ecxpecially my same ward frens... i really feel so thankfull to them, they support me... wish me all d luck... n concern about me... every single word from them really make me feel so warm n touch!! really!! (friends, if u saw this, wat i wanna tell u was... thank you so much for everything!) u all gv me support, so dat i WOULD believe that i will be ok...

n summore... d others ppl that help me during this incident happen. my friends, my college tutor... add the whole ID team(include prof ooo)... n expecially a doctor... he was so so so kind, really!!!
he gv me support n try his best to let me believe that i'll be ok, i'll be fine... thank's, thank's!!! thank's a lot!!!

say truely, now i did feel better than b4, but the nightmare still didn't escape from my mind... but i ll try my best to forget bout that! cox so many ppl give me support, i mz appreciate that by ensure that i'm safe + healthy all the time...

having unknown problem~

2007-07-27T23:20:00.000-07:00

this few day i really dunno wat happen to me...
i was feelin like sth wrong...
but i actually dunno what was getting wrong actually???
i jz feel like... my heart was so... my heart like cant calm down...
i think i'm having a terrible + horrible homesick...
but, think seriously?? IZZIT?? DO I???
hmph, i was wondering~
i really feel like sth wrong on me, myself...
i dunno y?? i even can cry terriblely in d class during tutor was giving lecture.
this kind of thing never ever been happen on me, i feel so stress.
& even during doing assignment at night, i can cry without any reason suddenly???
what's wrong with me actually??
do i having too much of pressure??? i dunno...
due 2 all these silly thing happen on me, i decide to come back home, i means kota bharu, kelantan (my hometown).
actually i didn't have any holiday, so i'm jz coming back for weekend, although very tired, but i really feel more better when i saw my family members, including my lovely pets, Disney & Blackie... hehe
hope that everything ll b fine when i'm goin back kl 2ml(sunday).
God Bless Me!!!

life pic...

2007-07-25T22:10:00.000-07:00

did u ever c a pig wif long hair??? that's it!!!

in d bus bck to UM from Petaling Street... that day the hawkers heard news police come, they shout 'run!! run!!!', while the hawker running, we oso run... haha... dunno y???

on d train, journey to kl con't study...

jz cox of this stupid HUGE pimple, my frens had been laugh at me for few weeks d...

connie = somewhere over the rainbow

2007-07-05T03:12:00.000-07:00

这个影片我一定一定要把它收集起来。。。
太棒了！！
connie, a six year old girl, from britian, sing's somewhere over d rainbow.
ooh my god!! she sang it excellently n so amazing!!
so touch~~
she amazes d judges n d judge even cry...

30th June 1988 - 2007

2007-06-30T22:58:00.000-07:00

yeay, yesterday(30th June) i oredi 'being announce' to be a 19th girl...

haha, i means... my birthday!

i received many many wishes from friends n relatives...

no matter how they wish me...

either msg... present or even 'ang pau'... haha!

thank'x so much!!

really, i appreciate it!!

but... on d other hand, izzit a simbol that i had being old 1 year??

lol... i don wan... i don wan...

but~~~ face d truth bah!!!

laze nite went to dinner wif family member...

they give me a necklace as birthday present...

嘻嘻！今年的生日礼物都跟链有关系也！！

之前得了两条手链，然后现在也是链，但是是项链。。。

ern~~有点小担心，我怕我会变成好像传说中的丑女。。。阿莲！！！(都是 'lian' 嘛~~）

哇~~~我不要！！我还想嫁人耶！！

'early' birthday celebration...

2007-06-27T23:07:00.001-07:00

my birthday present!!

wif B-Chu~~

wif Yong Ying~~

yesterday i went out again...

haha, since holiday then almost everyday hang out...

hehe...

i meet wif B-Chu & Yong Ying...

they celebrate my birthday 4 me...

so touch ler... busy v study oso spend time to celebrate v me summore...

n gimme birthday present summore...

pink bracelet, i like it... really!

gals... thx a lot ya...

meet u all next time ya!!

keep it touch^^

horoscope ------> cancer

2007-06-26T19:02:00.000-07:00

KD21 (seniors) graduation nitezZz at summit hotel~~ 8th June 2007

2007-06-24T20:11:00.000-07:00

f r i e n d' s ?? ? ?

2007-06-24T07:03:00.000-07:00

friend's?? what does it mean???
mayb gonna find d meaning through dictionary...
i'm so sad that i hv a kind of 'fren' that i don wish to have...

nearly 1 year... almost 1 year...
i was quite close to her...
i even tot that mayb she is a good friend...
but, she dissapoint me...
after a unhappy inciddent happen, i knoe that actually she was playing tricks behind me!
y mz she do such thing?? she was so tricky!!
i hate that kind of person...
when that thing happen, i was so sad to realize that she was that kind of person.
i did told myself that what happen was jz a misunderstanding, but d proof wake me up!
d proof told me d reality that i don wish 2 knoe.
y she play tricks behind me, it was so irritating!!
i hate that!
i feel so hurt...

of course! after i knoe d truth, it's impossible 4 me to be so close to her, rite??
i'm jz protecting myself from giving her chance to hurt me anymore...
but, she told d others dat i'm avoiding her, n sounds like i'm wrong, n she's innocent!!
plz lar... everthing oredi terbongkar, k??
plz don act infront of me d, k?
facker!!!
n... summore say i cheat her lar... bla bla bla...enuf!!
i cant stand it anymore...i'm so sad 2 have such fren like her...
that was d darker side of my memory...
plz stay away from me, don disturb my life!!
n stop saying bad thing (e.g. i cheat her????!!!) about me k???

arghhh!!! STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!

yeay~~ new castle ler...

2007-06-17T22:01:00.000-07:00

hi everyone...
it's my new bloggie again...
hmph... as my memory status was too GOOD...
i 4got all myuser name + password...
msn, friendster, bloggie n bla bla bla...
so, i need to signup new account for everything...
(...shy...ing...)
now is critical period ooo... final exam period for my 1st year...
but, now i'm still sit infront of computer... posting my bloggie...
wahaha... so dare aaa me...
2moro still got O.S.C.E....
(O.S.C.E. is our nursing practical exam)
O.S.C.E. 7 credit ler, for this sem...
so stresssssssss ne!
after 2moro O.S.C.E., still got farmacology exam ler...
wahhh, stress + stress + stress!!!
but, after dat, i can gobek my kampung... (kelate...)
wahahaha...
(kelantan slang: kawe ore kelate...) hahahaha...
hmph... i was wondering, y when i talk by using kelantan slang, my fren sure ll laugh at me... as i was really speak it seriously...
wondering...~~++
"=.=