~missing~

aAaAaaa!!! my pencil case lost!!!

lost at library...
so wierd, i jz left for awhile, went for lunch, when i come back, lost d!!!

shit lar!!!

i did told the librarian...
his attitude like don wanna help me at all, i hate that attitude!!
(*altough i know that wasn't his responsibility*)

angry!!

angry for many point:
1st = my pencil case was given by my fren
2nd = that was Barbie brand, n so cute summore!
3nd = my crystal was inside the pencil case!
4th = all my stationary cost quite expensive ler...
5th = i'm goin to exam tomorrow!!!

Ooh my God!!!

this few weeks really so unlucky.

i told my mom bout that, n she seems more angry than me...
n she was so funny, she say:" hope that the ppl ll use my stationary on his/her exam, n FAIL his/her exam!!"
haha, my mom really angry than me.

*take things without permission means STEAL*
think before act!

the great of a mother hand

im having my exam soon...
Gastrointestinal & cardiovascular...
wat a HEAVY subject...
God bless me that i ll get good result.

yesterday tutor did show us a poem.
it's a story between a mother n the daughter...

the daughther was accompany her mom shopping...
they shop many boutique, shop by shop.
n her mom did try many clothes in every different shop.
after a quite long time... she started feel bored + tired.
n when they enter one of the boutique, due to her impatient...
she went in to her mom fitting room... *to help her??*
she saw her mom was trying so hard to wear the clothes...
her mom hand was sth like having pain n this make her mom action slow down...
when d daugther look clearly at her mom hand,
she realize that the both hand was full of wrinkle...
suddenly she feel that her mom was already old...

she hug her mom!
n she said her thankfull to her mom...

i'm touched of the story...
n suddenly feel so miss my mom...
i asked my self?? did any mummy photo in my fon???
NO!!! all was my photo v my fren!
i cry... i miss my mom...

a-Pek! don shy lar~

posting in geriatrik ward... really very tired!!!
tired till i found no words to describe...
imagine... like usual, so many thing to do, such as, gluco test... 'shoot' insulin... input & output chart... taking bloob pressure, respiration rate, pulse rate, temperature... dressing... cathetherisation... n bla bla bla...
n d worse thing in geriatrik ward was... pampers round!!

u knoe wat... geriatrik ward means ward orang tua... means dat~ most of them r inability... means dat... most of them need help for their activity daily living!!
such as sponging... turning... to toilet... feeding... n bla bla bla...
d worse worse thing was... some of them didn't give co-orperation to us!!

tell u sth... there was a uncle in d ward... chinese a-Pek. when my working syif almost finish... i need to check his pampers whether need to change onot... so i try to open his pampers, n he refuse! he start to push away my hand! (who say a-Pek is weak, he damn POWERFULL!!) anyway, i still trying to open his pampers... u knoe wat??? when my fren was holding his hand n i was opening his pampers, he scold me in chinese... "PEREMPUAN MIANG"!!! ooh my god... tis is my 1st time to b scold by my patient, n summore sound so bad!! haha... after i success open his pampers, he was trying to hold his XXX, so dat i wont saw his XXX... haha, in this situation, i dunno i should feel angry cox he din give co-operation or feel funny??? after few minutes, i need to give tranfuse drip for him, when i go near him... he was looking at me with his angry eyes! like wanna kill me... *hmph, i think he mz b very hate me, cox i saw his XXX*

haha, actually uncle... u no need to feel shy lar... cox due to my job... i really feel very usual on seeing all those thin oredi... it's quite normal 4 me, k??? no need feel shy~

working in d ward was really really very tired... but sometimes when funny situation appear, that did make us laugh n feel less stress~~

funny story frm TopShop!

laz saturday, my best fren came to my college visit me...
so happy...
she brought me a bottle of soya bean, yummy~!
n i did bring her hav a visit around my college...
including hospital area like emergency unit... ward... HDU... farmasi..., i did gv her a roughly briefing, hope that she understand n wont feel bored.
n... i oso did bring her to my hostel... including my room n my others fren room, as our room was different...
summore... UM area... our computer lab, library, n bla bla bla...
after that, we went shopping at midvalley.
we went to Top Shop, funny thing happen there! ahha!
i had choose a sleeveless... i did like it so much!
n when i went to the counter, i saw a woman...
her handbag was LV one... n her purse on her hand was Gucci one, n another branded sunglasses on her head, her wholelook was... WOW!!! she's so RICH!!!
n her son was beside her, about 7-8yo, i guess!
n that time, she was finding thing in her handbag... anxiously.
n she seems like finding sth in her bag but wouldnt found it, n she started to scold at the cashier.
"where is my creditcard??, i did put it wif the tee on the cashier table!"
she increased her voice volume.
"where?? where?? where u put my credit card."
n the cashier was getting anxious + finding her credit card.
n d supervisor came, he also try to find the credit card...
when evryone was so busy + anxious, suddenly i heard d woman sound :"ooo~" so slowly + 'sofltly'??? haha
SHE FOUND HER CREDIT CARD INSIDE HER PURSE!
n the supervisor look at me, with a quite 'weird' smile... haha!
n i smile back to him too...
Ooh my God! how come can this thing happen?
after pay the bills, i went out frm Top Shop v my fren...
we laugh:"hahahaha!!!"
haha, how come can d woman scold the cashier without any prove... n the cashier was so pity...

*this story teach us that = dont judge anyone without prove!!*

learn from the lesson bah!!

a damn nightmare for me!!!

laz tuesday, 1 extremely bad incident had happen to me...
that was really a nightmare to me...
that incident was really... yuckzzz!!!
i'm not sure actually wat was happening around, i really blurr...
i feel like... i was innocent!!!
y that kind of bad thing gonna happen on me???
i feel so... helpless...
no one can help me... n summore i don wanna disturb others.
i really have a damn bad nightmare for that incident...
i even can awake from my sleep, i was sweating wheni was awake from the nightmare...
i feel so scared... who can understand wat i feel??? NO ONE!!!
haih...

but when thing happen, i was so so so glad that many ppl r support me...
ecxpecially my same ward frens... i really feel so thankfull to them, they support me... wish me all d luck... n concern about me... every single word from them really make me feel so warm n touch!! really!! (friends, if u saw this, wat i wanna tell u was... thank you so much for everything!) u all gv me support, so dat i WOULD believe that i will be ok...

n summore... d others ppl that help me during this incident happen. my friends, my college tutor... add the whole ID team(include prof ooo)... n expecially a doctor... he was so so so kind, really!!!
he gv me support n try his best to let me believe that i'll be ok, i'll be fine... thank's, thank's!!! thank's a lot!!!

say truely, now i did feel better than b4, but the nightmare still didn't escape from my mind... but i ll try my best to forget bout that! cox so many ppl give me support, i mz appreciate that by ensure that i'm safe + healthy all the time...