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Sunday, October 14, 2007

恋人未满

我常常认为人必需为自己设下的目标而奋斗和努力。
因此老实的说一句,我会为我的目标而努力但我绝不会为自己设下不可能完成的任务(目标),因为我不想后悔。
我讨厌后悔!

爱情,多么漂亮的两个字。
大概也只会在童话故事里或电影里浮现吧!
在爱情的世界里,没有所谓的对或错,也不管你多么努力,不是你的,始终不是你的。

我与王子之间,真的不懂如何形容。
友情之上,爱情之下。
简单说一句:“恋人未满

因为一场病,让我们困在这爱的陷井里。

这真的是场美丽的错误!

如果时间能够倒回,我会祈求上天不要让这些'美丽'只是个曾经。

总是不明白为什么,只有他能打开我的心房。
能让我坦白地,舒服地,说出心里的感受~
也许他拥有的是耐心吧,他会细心地聆听我所说的话。
从我嘴里说出的每个字,有时我都会一时忘了,但他却能记得,再次用我说过一样的字眼说出来。
虽然不想承认,有时我伤心时,身边的朋友未必察觉得到,但是他能。
他会趁小空挡时与我聊天,那也是唯一我能够诉说心事的时候。
我伤心时,他会很反常的,尽全力逗我笑,当他察觉我真的不行时,他会坐下来与我聊天。
我的每一个心情,都被他看穿。

慢慢的,感觉怪怪了~
但是我们俩都明白我们之间有着超大的距离,我们不会像童话故事里的王子与公主以完美结局收场,我真的很讨厌这'距离'!!!

身边的朋友都说,我们是对百分百情人~

因此,我们是'一对'的了!

当他对别人说我们俩是情侣是,不知道为什么莫名的开心浮现在我心中~
但,也许因为那'距离',他有时候会故意与我保持距离,这让我好心痛!
说实在的,我想我是真的很喜欢他吧!
每封他寄来的简讯,我都留着,时不时打开来看看,已成了我的精神寄托。
他对我做的每个承诺,每句话,我都记在脑里,埋在心里,握在手里
我真的希望他不要再刻意制造我们之间的距离了,不要再故意让我伤心了,好吗?
王子啊,其实你不必这么做,我都知道我们之间距离的存在。
我不敢奢望什么,真的!完美结局??我想都没想过。
只希望我们能维持这样的关系就好了
不要再刻意伤我的心了,好吗?

祝福你!

Monday, October 8, 2007

create distance?? between us...

y r u oways like dat?
give my hope n after that break my heart.
wat u have promise me, i oways keep it in my mind... i remember it...
but, did u remember that??!
or u r juz kidding....

*im confuse*

i understand the distance appearance between us
but, is it necessary for u to show me that u knoe d difference between us?
u was trying to hurt me
bingo! u have done!!
i really hurt.

i really feel so bad when u dissapoint me...
i don wan to be like that...
i wan back d time that we have happily 2gether bofore...
although im sick...!

i misz u crazily, really...

dear prince, can we back to the past tense??
can we jz let our relationship go on like normal??
i didn't ask for more... jz friends... maybe~ (*aikszZz*)
can u don create more distance between us??
that's lots enuf difference between us!
can u don break my heart anymore...
u no need to break my heart jz to show me d distance between us...
i realize that, but...
i can't stop my own self from falling in love with u...

till now, i was still trying my best not to in love with u...
hope that i ll sucess... plz pray for me...
(although i know... its difficult)

dear prince... i misz u...
crazily!!

Monday, October 1, 2007

confuse

im confuse...
i dunno wat happen...?
is that called l.o.v.e.?
i so hope that it's not, i was trying so hardly to deny it.
as there were such huge different between us.
but... aikzZz~

y was he treat me like dat?
sometime good to me, sometime make me feel so uncomfortable.

i was so hoping that he ll treat me good all the time.

i know dat that was absolutely no hope, no future between us...
but, wat was i hoping for??!
wat was i waiting for???

that feeling was so bad!!
my frenz did told me that i had falling in love v him...
but... as d different was oways appear between us...
i try so hard so hard to deny bout that FACT!!!
ooh God! plz tell me... im not in love v him...

but... y?? i ll happy when he treat me good...
n i ll so down when he was so cool to me??

im confuse