plz appreciate b4 u lose it

human beings oways do sth stupid.
i wonder this was a nature or jz a bad habit?
human oways doesn't realize the important of sth or some1 when they were beside them, they ll onli appreciate it when that wasn't their's anymore.

he was that kind of human being too.
before this he was the one who oways create distance between us.
but wat was happening now?? he confuse me...

i really think so long to made d decision to forget him, i was made d decision by so hard.
i told myself i gonna forget him, stay away from him...
that's y i nvr approach him anymore recently...

but mayb he realize that, then after that onli he trying to approach me...
talk to me...

i really hate that, y was he do that to me...
he try his best to create distance when i treat him good, but now when i was decide to forget him, he onli treat me good.
wat should i do?? i feel so bad due to what he done to me...
my frens told me that i was still care abt him since i have d bad feeling... but, do i??

love is beautiful but troublesome...
can i jz have a simple love??

back from holiday!~

so now im at UM d...
started my new sem!
ooh damn, this sem thing damn hard...
even obstretrik n oftalmology oso headache d~
summore so many subject to go over... aikzZZz~

1 week pluss de holiday, had made me little bit forget the condition of staying at hospital...
1 week pluss din wear uniform, i almost forget d feeling of ppl will come n ask u direction, haha
dat's true! when i'm in uniform, people ll oways come to you n ask u direction, since d hospital was too big, aikzzz...

yesterday went to SS2, i saw my relatives from kelantan.
that remind me that now was oredi school holiday...
haha, say truely, i nvr alert v school holiday since i finish my form 5. haha!
cox... that was none of my business~ haha!
important thing was my exam date n holiday date, haha!

我

刚刚在msn与朋友聊天，她问我。。。王子究竟是何人？
我'沉默不语'，这叫我怎么解释呢？
反正解释与不解释没差，都是没有结局的啊～
朋友怪我常把自己封闭起来，从不把自己的事与朋友们分享。

也许这就是我的'作风'吧！
在朋友面前总是嘻嘻哈哈，笑口常开！
但很抱歉的说一句，了解我的人真的少之又少，用一用手指数， 一边手也许都数不完吧！
若你是我的朋友，请问你懂我吗？？（凭良心回答吧！〕

我不喜欢表现出我脆弱的那一面，也许天生就是这样的吧！
总是很怕让人觉得我是弱的！
听起来很可笑吧，明明就只是个女生，有必要那么'g ing'吗？

我应该是个蛮典型的巨蟹座吧，感性？？
累？疼？痛？受伤？我都从来不哭。。
就唯独真的被伤的心里不平衡，眼泪就会在我眼里绕着轨道跑，开始不受控制！

所以朋友啊，对不起啊，我并不时不当你们好姐妹，只是这是个性的问题！
希望你们不要介意啊。

刚刚也有跟一位新朋友聊msn,有提到我进nursing这一行。
其实我还是觉得很可笑，以前都大大声说我绝不进这一行，现在？？已经第二年啦，快毕业啦！
想当初刚进这行的时候，觉得'好难啊！'
不易流泪的我也因为忍不住哭啦！
不过现在比较得心应手啦！
我很怕后悔，因此我不会说我后悔进这一行，所以我很努力，我相信我可以是成功的。
只要努力，就没有不可能的任务，人类是有能力将不可能的都转换成有可能的'事实'！
很简单的例子，升太空！

请为我加油，好吗？

SAY NO TO EXAM, TAK NAK!!!

so... i really don like exam.
i was oways wondering y d word 'exam' will appear in our life n even dictionary.
i don like exam, SAY NO TO EXAM! TAK NAK!

i was feeling not well everytime exam, this time quite serious.
i vomit for few days, i dunno wat happen to me, actually.
i jz feel like loss of appetite,
whatever i ate, i ll vomit it out again...
n feel so bad, no energy at all...

n so pity, staying alone...
mz take care of myown...
no appetite, wanna eat porridge, but... where to get it???
hungry for so many days, mind also not alert...
onli after few day onli remember McD got porridge ler...
n then quickly call McD as fast as possible...
ooh shit, i already no energy, thn d operator like cant understand wat i say...
i repeat so many times... i say:"UH! university hospital!"
thn still ask me, UKM??? UITM???
ooh shit lar, she really made me so mad that time....
but, 4get it lah, what to do??? i really need porridge...
haih...

i really hope that my sickness wont affect my result... this time is final exam ler...
no more play play~!

so, SAY NO TO EXAM, TAK NAK!