confuse

im confuse...
i dunno wat happen...?
is that called l.o.v.e.?
i so hope that it's not, i was trying so hardly to deny it.
as there were such huge different between us.
but... aikzZz~

y was he treat me like dat?
sometime good to me, sometime make me feel so uncomfortable.

i was so hoping that he ll treat me good all the time.

i know dat that was absolutely no hope, no future between us...
but, wat was i hoping for??!
wat was i waiting for???

that feeling was so bad!!
my frenz did told me that i had falling in love v him...
but... as d different was oways appear between us...
i try so hard so hard to deny bout that FACT!!!
ooh God! plz tell me... im not in love v him...

but... y?? i ll happy when he treat me good...
n i ll so down when he was so cool to me??

im confuse